Not spoken to my Father in over 20 years, since he remarried after my Mother died 21 years ago. Anyway, I have just been informed that he died on Monday just gone aged 87. Apparently he went into Hospital for a routine procedure, contracted Covid and died as a consequence. Such is life. Anyway, the point of my post is, has anyone else ever lost a parent or really close relative and found it difficult to summon any emotion or the need to grieve? It really has not bothered me... Is that bad?